[ I stood up, and turned on the light. Everything was normal. Just five minutes had passed.

I sat on the bed, and began concentrating on a spot in the wall. I visualized my mother, and felt so much love toward her.

Slowly, I began losing bodily sensations. I concentrated on love. I loved every concept I brought into  my mind, including people who I felt had harmed me in someway.

I entered a state of consciousness where everything was “love”. I wanted to ask forgiveness, but there was no such thing as  a sin.

I had words that identified myself as Narai, and I was afraid of losing that.

…Who am I? ]

 

I created you before
I had seen who you were.

I distinguished your skin
from afar, and imagined
the greatest love story ever told.

Walking through velvet streets,
you were.

I ran toward your embrace,
but you were not there,
vanishing in the air.
 
Who I now thought
was imagination had
made me human.

My skin cried a future
as time washed my tears away.

Running through diamond skies,
you were.

I ran, and kissed your face.

Imagination became real
as time washed the seconds
way letting my heart become you,
my beautiful.